How to pronounce “skitter”(verb) in English

but that's not what I'm talking about I'm talking about truly cognitively and emotionally engaging and thinking about a world with me no longer in it I realized that my mind was really kindof skittering across the surface of this idea that I was not able to engage with it deeply in the matter that I think it really deserved this probably wasn't just my own personalfailing it was revealing something fundamental about what it's like to have a human mind I've been in the neuroscience for for a long time over 40 years now and there