How to pronounce “lode”(verb) in English

I started asking people, if your health condition had a message to teach you, what is it here to teach you?And then the one that really started being the mother lode for me, I asked people what does your body need in order to heal?Now, when I started asking that question, I thought that I would get treatment intuitions from people, that maybe they'd tell me I think I'll skip the antidepressant