How to pronounce“kiding”in English

kids have sort of grown up and moved away and it used to be the family was together all the time uh and now they're dispersed and he rarely rarely sees themuh and it's I'm kiding I'm getting a little shivery just thinking about it and maybe it's because I'm a parent uh now that that that means so much to mebut um uh that's that's that's the one that you know I was driving somewhere in the car and that song came on started weeping you know it's really