How to pronounce “goad”(noun) in English

try but I began to realize deep down that this was going to be a fairly pivotal moment in my life and I had toto decide whether I was going to try and get back out there and have another goad and that maybe I hadn't maybe it hadn'tbeen a complete up maybe I actually learned some quite valuable lessons and I had a lot of very hard-worn experience on my belt and I had to choose whether