How to pronounce“paralytically”in English

the humanity there it's gone and um the pain is agonal it just is unrelenting inmy case I'd stopped my medicine my lithium and I gotten wildly Manic and then I got paralytically depressed for 18 months and there was not a timeduring those 18 months I can remember feeling okay and at some point I tried to kill myself and I think again it's very hard