How to pronounce “halfheartedly” in English

And this feeling, for me at least, growing up in the '70s and '80s, this feeling kinda made it impossible for me to fully participate in the life that had been offered to me.And I kinda halfheartedly went along with it and did it in fits and starts, went to an Ivy League school but then left and got a job at a bar, then ended up doing translationin Taiwan, and then bagging that and just skating in and out of this life that would